Amy Weintraub, MFA, E-RYT (500), is the author of Yoga for
Depression, the founder and director of the LifeForce Yoga Healing
Institute, and a senior Kripalu Yoga teacher and mentor. She leads workshops
and trainings for Yoga teachers and mental healthcare professionals, including
psychotherapists, social workers, marriage and family counselors, drug and
alcohol counselors, and psychologists. YTIP talked to Amy about her approach to
Yoga for psychological and spiritual healing. Interview by Kelly McGonigal
How has personal experience influenced your decision to focus on
Yoga for depression?
I suffered from depression for many years and was on
antidepressants for about nine of those years. When I began practicing Yoga,
there was no popular literature on the efficacy of Yoga for balancing or
elevating mood. Patanjali spoke of it in Yogic terms, of course, but I had no
idea who he was when I attended my first Yoga class at the Kripalu Center.
After that class, there was an immediate feel-good effect, no doubt the result,
in part, of what studies are now showing about the physiological effects of
Yoga. But I was also deeply affected by the language of acceptance. At Kripalu,
I felt safe enough to be okay with whatever was showing up on my mat, including
negative emotions. I was cultivating the witness as I observed my breath and
the sensations in my body, so I was more present, but less reactive.
Over the course of eight or nine months of daily Yoga practice at
home, I began to feel well enough that, with the supervision of a psychiatrist,
I was able to slowly reduce my medication. That was in 1989, and I
haven’t been on antidepressants since. When I became a Yoga teacher in
1992, I was passionate about sharing the help I had received on my mat with my
students. I began to study more and more the effects of Yoga on mood, both in
the laboratory of my own body, and by working with Yogi psychologists and
researchers in the U.S. and India.
I think it’s important that a Yoga teacher who is not a
psychotherapist find a Yoga teacher mentor who is, so that there is supervision
in the work you are doing with students, especially if you’re working
with individuals suffering from depression or other mood disorders. In the last
two years, I’ve been fortunate to study and consult with
psychologist/Yogi Richard Miller.
Do you think that Yoga therapists who have experienced depression
or anxiety have more compassion or insight for working with these issues?
That’s hard for me to say. Certainly, I bring my own history
of depression to the mat when I work with someone, but that doesn’t mean
that someone who has never been depressed can’t learn about it and work
compassionately with those who are. Most of us have experienced depressed mood,
even if short-term, or we have lived with or loved someone who suffers. Very
few of us are immune.
You mentioned going off antidepressants three years before you
began teaching Yoga. Is full recovery from your own depression necessary to
teach individuals with depression?
Certainly not. But awareness of the places where the wounds still
fester is essential. That’s why I think having a mentor or supervisor is
essential. In my own case, although I feel content these days and, how to
describe it…an underlying sense of well-being, I know that I still have
work to do.
For example, I was working with a student whose father had died
when she was two years old. Her grief-stricken mother became unable to offer
her the consistency of love and support she needed. For years, her Yoga
practice had been solely about asana, and a bit compulsive and driven. As soon
as she allowed herself to deeply relax and trust, all those tamped down
emotions rose to the surface. Shortly after she began breathing
diaphragmatically in a supine position, she became teary and filled with a
primal kind of rage.
I am accustomed to creating a safe enough container in my work with
students that plenty of emotion can release. I can hold the space for grief and
depression and fear and anxiety. But because of my own history of conflict
avoidance—becoming depressed and disallowing anger—I could feel my
own discomfort rising with my student’s rage.
The psychologists call this counter-transference. I was grateful to
be able to call Richard and schedule a consultation with him to explore my
response and the way I worked with this client. My telephone session with
Richard was extremely helpful for me and, I believe, for my client in our
continued work together. Likewise, I have students who consult with me.
It’s important, I think, that we stay open for a continuing
inquiry into our own emotional triggers so that we are as clear as we possibly
can be in the moment when we sit with another. In that moment, there is a
deeply intuitive attunement with the other, and if we’re constricted and
unaware of those constrictions, we might not be a helpful as we otherwise could
be.
What would you say to someone who is suffering from intense
depression, grief, or anxiety in this moment? How do you convey hope? Where
would you begin a session?
That depends on how long they have been suffering, whether
it’s related to a specific situation, like a loss, and other factors as
well. In some cases, the depression has taken the form of numbness—an
inability to feel anything at all. Usually, the person feels as though a fog
has descended, and it often affects their cognitive functioning in every day
life.
In that case, I might help them create a safe container through
ritual and personal interaction so that the grief can be welcomed in. I would
help them to think of their mat as a safe and sacred space, where whatever
shows up is an honored guest. I truly believe the adage that "the only way out
is through." That doesn’t mean we have to know and talk about the story.
In Yoga, we can allow grief to arise and be released through all the koshas,
without getting stuck in the story. In fact, most often when someone releases
through tears on the Yoga mat, it’s not connected to a remembered story.
Just another samskara letting go.
On the other hand, if someone is already feeling too much
grief—the tears are flowing endlessly—I would encourage that person
to embrace the pain through Yoga, and to also begin to feel how much more room
there is inside for other emotions, too. Through the energetic effects of asana
and pranayama and kriya, I would encourage that student to notice
how much bigger she is than her pain.
By encouraging students to observe sensation and breath in every
moment as they practice, they are learning to observe the pain, without
identifying with it. For someone whose mind is working overtime with negative
self-talk, I would also actively work with samkalpa (positive
affirmations) that are not layered on, because the mind will reject those, but
that arise from the student’s own inquiry.
You teach a five-day intensive training for psychotherapists and
Yoga teachers. What does this training cover?
LifeForce Yoga Training for Anxiety and Depression does not train
psychotherapists to be Yoga teachers. Nor does it train Yoga teachers to
practice therapy. A distinction is made between those techniques that may be
appropriate for clinical use by a psychotherapist, and those that require the
knowledge and instruction of a qualified Yoga teacher or Yoga therapist. But
more and more, those attending the training are both Yoga teachers and
psychotherapists.
In the training, we look at the current research in neuroscience to
see how it reflects the ancient wisdom of the Yogis. From a theoretical
perspective, we look at Yogic strategies for balancing the emotional body, as
outlined by Patañjali, that are not dissimilar from cognitive behavioral
therapy (CBT) and current treatment for what psychologists call "complicated
grief." Our work together as Yoga teachers and mental health professionals
takes a Yogic view in assessing the imbalances in the mind and body that might
bring a client into psychotherapy or Yoga therapy.
Students in the training learn Yogic practices from classical Yoga
and Tantric traditions that cross and embrace "lineage" lines. These practices
help clients and students clear the mind’s clutter and the tensions in
their bodies, so that they feel calmer, more alert, and have greater access to
emotional material.
Included are breathing exercises, both simple pranayama like
Yogic three-part breath and victory breath (ujjayi), and more
energizing, clutter-clearing cleansing breaths like kriyas. We also
study and practice mudra (hand gestures), mantra, the creation of bhavana
(visualizations) that support an individual’s growth, the development of samkalpa
(affirmations that arise from one’s own field of possibility), and
meditation techniques that balance mood. The practices have their source in
Yogic science—the Hatha Yoga Pradipika and other texts. Asana
is only a small part of what takes place in the five days we spend together.
You mentioned using the Yoga Sutras of Pantanjali as a foundation
for your approach to emotions like grief. Can you say more about this?
The core of the LifeForce Yoga Training is the first sutra in
Pada II: Tapas svadhyaya isvara-pranidhana kriya yogah. This, I
believe, is a Yogic formula for positive mental health. In LifeForce Yoga, we
understand this sutra to mean that Yoga in action, or a balanced way of
living in union, on and off the mat (kriya yogah), requires the three
elements Patañjali suggests in this sutra: will, self-study, and
surrender to the flow of energy, prana, the divine.
For some students suffering from depression, simply rolling out a
Yoga mat and stepping onto it requires an act of will (tapas). On the
mat, self-study (svadhyaya) is cultivated and "witness consciousness" is
developed as we bring breath and awareness to strong body sensations, observing
these sensations without reacting to them.
As we rely on the will to hold a pose (tapas), while
observing the body, staying present to areas of comfort, discomfort or numbness
(svadhyaya), we align with the flow of our own healing energy, literally
surrendering to the flow of prana, or to stay with a more literal
translation of the sutra, surrendering to the divine (Isvara-pranidhana).
How is the mental health field integrating Yoga therapy and
psychotherapy?
The outer edges of mental health have been looking toward Yoga for
years. The somatic psychotherapy movement dovetails and, in some cases, is
founded on the principles and practices of ancient Yogic traditions. At mental
health conferences these days, it’s not unusual to hear phrases common to
most Yoga practitioners, like, "Where is it in your body?" and "The body
remembers."
More and more clinicians are integrating meditation, breath
awareness, and even movement into the treatment room. For example, at a
workshop I recently taught in Texas, an Iyengar teacher and psychotherapist
named Maggie told me that she’s doing less talk therapy and more Yoga
with the adolescents she treats one-on-one. "They show up for their sessions,
but they don’t want to talk," she said. "I find it’s much better
for their self-esteem, if I get them standing on their heads! After that,
they’re ready to talk."
One significant shift in somatic therapy’s movement toward
mainstream, and the inclusion of Yoga within that movement, has been the
research and clinical work of the psychiatrist Bessel van der Kolk. In 1974,
Dr. van der Kolk was completing his psychiatric residency at a VA hospital
where he treated veterans returning from Vietnam. He noticed a disquieting
pattern of responses in those vets—the flashbacks, nightmares, and other
symptoms we now associate with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), a
diagnostic category that didn’t exist before 1974. It was through van der
Kolk’s efforts that the diagnosis was included in the DSM, the manual of
diagnostic categories used in mental healthcare.
Last year, Bessel van der Kolk and his wife Betta, a body
therapist, attended an evening talk I gave at Kripalu on Yoga and depression.
Afterwards, he told me that he will not treat a trauma survivor unless he or
she is also practicing Yoga. His emphasis on involving the body in treatment,
and in particular, his ongoing advocacy of and research into the effects of
Yoga, has caught the ear of psychotherapists around the world, especially those
who deal with clients recovering from trauma.
My own book, Yoga for Depression, has been embraced by many
in the mental health profession, and I have been invited to speak at
international conferences on depression, and to offer trainings to
psychotherapists in ways that they might integrate Yogic strategies into their
work with clients.
What kind of collaboration are you seeing between Yoga
professionals and mental healthcare professionals?
It is exciting to see the growing cooperation between Yoga
instructors and psychotherapists. Many Yoga teachers who have trained as
LifeForce Yoga practitioners are working with psychotherapists in their
communities to develop workshops and ongoing group sessions for people with
depression and mood disorders. My students are being hired in psychiatric
settings at places like McClean Hospital in Belmont, MA to offer Yoga as an
adjunct treatment for hospitalized patients.
What role does research play in supporting collaboration?
Mainstream mental health professionals can no longer ignore the
evidence that Yoga empowers people with mood disorders to manage their mental
health. There is a growing body of research since the 1970’s
demonstrating the efficacy of Yoga and meditation for depression. For example,
the 2005 issue of the International Journal of Yoga Therapy published an
article about Marla Apt and David Shapiro’s recent study at UCLA that
demonstrated the positive effect of Iyengar Yoga postures on mood.
In collaboration with researchers at Harvard Univeristy, I am
conducting a study on the effects of the LifeForce Yoga Program on mood. We are
also conducting preliminary research on mood during LifeForce Yoga Institute
retreats. So far, we’ve measured the mood change before and after a
five-day retreat in Tucson and two two-day retreats, one at Kripalu and one at
the Crossings. Participants in the five-day retreat showed a 62% increase in
happiness, 61% decrease in sadness, 76% decrease in anger, and 53% decrease in
anxiety. Participants in the two-day retreat showed a 39% increase in
happiness, 34% decrease in sadness, 54% decrease in anger, and 62% decrease in
anxiety.
All three groups included Yoga teachers who had a long-term,
regular Yoga practice, psychotherapists taking the course for continuing
education credit, and beginning Yoga students suffering from depression. We
have data differentiating these groups, but it has not yet been analyzed. I
would suspect that when we separate the beginners who are suffering from
depression from the professionals, we will find that the reported elevation in
mood among the beginners is more dramatic, and that the professionals,
especially those with long-term, regular Yoga practices, will show less change
in mood from the beginning of the program to the end of the program.
If you weren’t teaching Yoga, how might you be spending your
time and energy?
Well, for years I was a depressed, ruminative, and mostly
unsuccessful fiction writer. I won national literary awards for my short
stories and for a novel-in-progress, but I have five unpublished novels stored
on old floppy discs and zip drives. I loved my characters, and would like to
think that the voices haven’t dried up inside me. Maybe I’ll write
fiction again someday, but from a more contented place. On the other hand,
it’s possible that my daily practice these past seventeen years has
healed my characters, and I won’t meet them anymore. On a recent silent
retreat with Richard Miller, poetry began to rise up in me again. Maybe
it’s just about slowing down enough to listen.
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For more information about LifeForce Yoga, visit Amy’s web
site at www.yogafordepression.com.